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Friday, April 20, 2007

Oh well... thanks to SHi Wei, i've got to answer this quiz thingy... about my 6 weirdest/most unusual habits.

1. i like to touch my hair for some reason. when im nervous, bored, studying and waiting for people. something liddat. my mother nags at me for doing so..

2. i do no.2 during lectures. many times. usually in math or econs lecture. somehow my body works that way.

3. i can eat like a very heavy meal. but be hungry rite away in 10 mins. and it always happen in school. ( smth wrong with sch food?? )

4. In the toilet, after i wash my hands, with some remaining water on my hands, i like to clap my hands one time. don know why.. find it funny.

5. i have a fetish for singlets and tank tops. if i could have it my way, i wear it wherever i go. however, i don. because evil people will gossip. haha. box them ah.

6. i change my mind easily. ( don wanna elaborate ):)






anyway, its been ages since i update. no time i guess. laziness too.

as expected, results were horrible. one of last few in class. haiz.

recently been kinda into playing basketball again. haha. which is a bad thing. shld be studying or doing trng, or piano. where got time for other things. sigh. silly me.

but i came to the conclusion. do gym and u will find basketball easier. especially treys:)

i rested my back for like 2 weeks. and i thot it was fine le. and it did feel that way. so i went back to throwing on wed. becoz of compe coming up. turns out pain is still there. not the worst pain i felt so far. but its there. sigh..

tomorrow is competition. singapore juniors. borrowed a belt from thong en. to suppport my back. tried it already. back feels loads beta. hope it feels this way tomorrow.

tomorrow competition is gonna be tough. with 28 throwers. sigh. as usual, first aim top 8 before trying to knock down people. if im lazy, all i have to tell myself is to throw as far as possible. haha:)

sigh. if bicerps reflects the distance i throw, then i think it be a good distance. too bad it doesnt work this way.

anyway, alot been on my mind recently. at times just feel lost, emo. feeling sucks. gosh, i don wanna tok abt it.

anyway, competition is tomorrow. wish me luck. will update the results tomorrow after the competition. :)

50metres=my target

p.s. the competition is 800g again. argh. i haven thrown a 700g for competition yet. darn it.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

suddenly wish im in ite.. argh. whereby parents will know my studies cant make it and wont have high hopes. sigh.

did manage to complete some work. work that is dued on monday. they gave us more homework jsut because friday was a holiday. so stingy..

cheryl told me she was watching a show called " one litre of tears". and i was curious.

and its touching and in a way addictive. but managed to keep under control. only watched two episodes. go search for it on youtube or wiki. its realli something worth watching or reading abt.
tells us how being alive is already a blessing.

yesterday was national juniors. rained like mad. so only the 100metre dashes cld be completed. none of sajc sprinters made it thru to the semis:( but felt that they did pretty alright. proud of them. this is just competition experience for u all ( since none of u were in track be4 jc). so use this vaulable experience and u will surely do better for the next comepetition.

my competition is 21st april. in a way i cant wait for it.. cause i want to see how far i can throw the 700g now. no idea how far am i throwing now. plus throwing at gombak means i have to throw training javelins all the time. not the competition javelins. not that i am complaining. pretty sure tat the competition javelin feels like paper weight to the training javelin. even though they are the same weight. i think its because of the centre of gravity??

back is pretty much ok. still got sharp pains at the left side of my back. lower area. but other than that, im ok:). walking home today from the bus stop, i was crazy and did a few shadow throws. and my back felt alright. yippe.

hmm. i feel that once someone tells u its over, u shld just accept the fact and not pester anymore. it does get pathetic. o.O just some random thought.

kk. ntiez/


5ometres=my target ( hard sia)

Thursday, April 05, 2007

back been recovering fine:)

can run and jump. no pain:) not sure abt throwing though.. will have to see how it goes.

did gym today. with the fact that i have not done gym in 3/4 weeks, it was pretty alright. will have to get back strength in time for national juniors on the 21st april. go Suppport SAJC track!! haha. its a bukit gombak. :)

studies ah.. bad. flunk alot. seeing people like ming de and cheryl doing so well. and im at the opposite end. ah... haiz.

promise to buck up.



im so disturbed abt that thing in sch. wish rengfu didnt tell me. then i wouldnt notice. now that i do, i notice it alot. shit man.

i wonder if thats how she feels like??

lol kk. nitez. sleep le.

50metres=my target still