<-- my overall mood.

( look like monkey :P)

i copied this mood thing from a fren. thot i try it for fun. haha.

kinda tired now. classmates were tired too. want evidence?? i got it:)

i hope they don see this. wahahah.

been having craving for sweet stuff. SO! i been eating this.

its sweet, thick and nice:) it may look gross in this picture. but its the only thing that i deem healthy yet nice to eat. its yogurt. ( i hope i spelt correctly )

last week had loads of test. most important was spa. physics spa. luckily it went well:) but i screwed up my tests. haha. spa is more important since it affects a lvl directly.

photo taking was yesterday. and i didnt even know. haha. and i conditioned hair the day before. haha. diao. so it was flat the whole day. die. my picture in the year book is gonna be nonsense.

haha. we took a picture with red's cam.

my hair. argh...

last saturday. went for physics mock paper. horrible horrible horrible horrible. i shld have stayed at home. instead go there to remind myself how unprepared i am for a lvls. sigh.

didnt feel good. cold. alot of green substance. * eeeeee*. so went home rest. studied abit too.

guitar concert was on that nite. so i got ready ba.

met zen at 7.20pm i think.. she was late, having rushed all the way from home. . which was ok.. i got to buy the stuff for the guys. thot she looked pretty that nite.

took cab there. guitar concert started le. overall. it was ok. a few mistakes, but still hearable. although the junior rock band was nonsense. my ear drums almost broke..

i thot i had a good time that nite. didnt know i screwed it up.

can i turn back time??

today trng was more easy. elbow didnt feel good. plus it rained. so i decided to train in sch. elbow hurts becoz of throwing i guess. ya its sad. but i still wanna throw at until the end of nationals. so wad can i do? trained too hard to just give it up now. if i was to give it up now, i may as well have not trained. study like mad and become some eighty pointer rite. ( like some zachary guy ). but i would just have a meaningless life in my teens rite. ya maybe wen thye is rite about how i will regret it in the future. but i mean, i just wanna focus on it for one more month. cant i? sigh.

stress.

anyway, apparently cannot wear the track jersey. which is a suprise. didnt know. and i been wearing it at gombak the whole time. although i don wear it when i throw. ( if u get wad i mean ). did loads of speed work. sprinting and running up stairs. nice to feel my butt ach:) don know if its a good thing to see girls looking. don know if they find my track shorts funny or smth else. bleh! kiwi said my arm got bigger. lol. that means i have not trained with them for a long time. until they forget wad size it is.

ok. this is lame. this is a lame entry. but i just wanna get things off my chest.

i hate having to be studying and thinking about so many other stuff. it sucks. sometime pounding music into my ears help. but most of the time it doesnt.

im just lost la.

grrrrr..

hope the next time i blog. it be a happier one.

ok. bye bye!!

50metre= still my freaking target. aim big. thats wad i believe