sigh. past few days been so stress. anyway, these few days so many tests. this week had chem and maths. sigh. i WILL flunk it. argh... especially today's chem. i was beside justin and mingde.. justin's paper was like so far away. and mingde wrote too fast.. by the time i finish my 1st ques, he is already at his second.. mind you. question one has alot of parts.sigh.. in the end. i just peep abit. wont harm. yup.

today was the rugby match. heard they plaed well and won. thats good. i didnt go cos i wanted to go home early for once and the place the match was plaed was veri far. haha. so i didnt go. not sure whether to feel sad or wad. haha.

i stop here. got gp work. bb

These few days.

boo!!!! haha. haven update for some time. always no time. haha. shall tok abt the past few days. on tuesday we had pe, and justin did something. haha. didnt know he like that. so clever one ah. haha. so nowadays we always link him and kate. haha. so fun. weee. then yesterday which is wed, was chuckie's birthday ( aka shi wei for the clueless people). haha. he got some talking flower which he actually thought about putting in the locker i share with him. haha. it will never ever be able to fit in lo. haha. then he got a doll. a orange hair scary doll. reminds me of chuckie. actually iven want buy a fake baby, then i say try to get a orange wig. then he saw the doll. and he put the pieces together and wah la! we have a perfect chuckie- like doll for him. haha. it was fun for him to parade around with it. plus letting some of us to take pics of him. haha. he is a sporting guy la. good guy ba. aha. then i was getting wee wee to ( also aka shi wei) to help me assemble my gun. ( some of the guys in my class like to go to this shop when u pay 1 dollar and u twist the knot and u get a random gun or toy) haha. i spend three dollars lo. haha. got two guns and one pirated bomber man. haha. then kate came. argh. she try to play with it. then she lost a spring which was part of the toy gun. haha. then she was guilty, super guilty. trying to find the spring, she even offered to pay me back the one dollar. haha. like i will take it sia. so un gent. haha. then when i almost lost it. she laughed and she sounded like a guy. lol. after that we had some talk by some B.I.T.C.H. she was like super bitchy, she thought she is like some queen sia. even punish some other students. all they did was sleep in front of her plus imitating her voice. man, she is so unreasonble. haha.

thursday. actually today nth much happen. mdm ang didnt come. so we had 3 hrs free. i spend most of my time in the student centre. sleeping. justin was watching south park and sam reading a book. then got lec. sian sia. ok. the worst thing today. basically, i was walking behind clown,kong,orange. then i saw this piece of paper thing on the floor. then i started kicking it like some soccer ball. kicked it like four five times. after i stopped. justin straight away rush to me telling me that the stupid paper belonged to some indian girl. apparently, the girl was gonna pick it up when i just started kicking it, i couldnt see her from my blind side. so the image was she trying to pick it up and i was kicking it like some out of control beast. argh. when i realised. i was like omg, i straight away zhao. coome to think of it. i shld have like apologise straight away. sigh. whole day i felt guilty. sigh.so unlucky..

thats all to say. tomolo is a slack day. onli got gp and physics. end early. hope class people wanna go out. otherwise i gonna spend my whole afternoon playing ball again lo. haha. hu ask my throwing cca to be so boring and non- beneficial. oh ya, forgot to say. abt that thing which ken, chang jing and shi wei said me liking some girl. i was so suprised when they say that. haha. maybe its the way i behave. shall behave. haha. anyway. ciao. ~~~~~~

past few days been quite slack.. didnt really study much. pretty sure that there are tutorials to be done but i have not done it yet.. argh.. recently started to plae bball more often. during school breaks, after school and at the bball court near my hse..shall tok abt wad happened on sat. was playing bball. 4 v4. same team as my bro and his frens. the other team had two guys from philippine, one singaporean and another china guy. quite mixed i guess. well. the game was kinda tight, and heated too. the time i started to get pissed was when one of the P guys started bending the rules of the game. example. my teammate(brandon) was fouled by the P guy( hands). and when brandon said it was a foul. the stupid P guy had the nerve to say " no no, all ball" the expression on his face was also horrible. it was like arrogant, and that no way in the world he cld be wrong. i was pissed. it so happen that right after that they scored. so i pissed even more. so i just said loudly " never mind. its a dirty point".basically the team fouled us alot, always made decisions that benefited them( rules wise), and their behavior which really got on my nerve. the worst part was when brandon sorta passed me the ball, which was too high and fast, plus i didnt see it coming fast enough. so it hit me in the face. my specs flew, the ball went out of play and i was hurting. the stupid P guy had the nerve to say so loudly " alright!" maybe its nothing much. but at that moment i was super pissed. then i just confront him, saying " wad alright" i was pissed. realli. then my bro as always have to like be so guai. go like stop me from saying anything else. everytime its like that. i get pissed, he has to stop it. anyway. after that, my team got the possession. someone scored. i went in front of that P guy and say" alright!" dee dee dam, my brother come again. stop me. i mean the reason why i got so pissed with that guy was cos he was arrogant and like cos he is much older than us so he was like every decision he make is right. even if we know well enuff that it is not. after the whole game when i was at the bench. my brother went to go say sorry. and that P guy just answered" never mind. he does not know how play bball" honestly, if i had knew he said that i think i wld have say something back. my bro onli told me when we reach home.

today which is monday. i wanted to plae bball. Again. studied all the way from 12 to 5. then made my way to the bball court. and the stupid thing is that it started raining heavily. veri. and i was like wth. i want to plae. stop the stupid rain. sigh. so no choice go home. watch tv. and wad do i see. chuckie on HBO. haha. the moment i saw chuckie on tv. i could onli think of one person. and that was shi wei.. haha. hu ask the classmates to call him chuckie. the girls started it i think. so sad. well, im called osama. so everyone has a nickname i guess.

now its nite, and i have to go study. bb. weeeee