im back:) sometimes feel no1 reads this. so abit lazy to go update. haha. ya.

the holis has been passing by rather slowly though i expected it to be over quickly, with there being g12, training, studies and 1st all comers meet. but it wasnt.

training has been a mixture of emotions. sometimes i like the throws but other times it just sucked to the max.. will be competing in the men's open javelin(800g) in 13 hrs and 14 mins. sigh. stress. i want to at least hit a 40. so it will prove that i can throw at least a 40 for the 700g. ya. something like that. but training has been showing me otherwise. gets frustrating alot of times. saw the start list for the competition. think there are elike 3/4 20 yr plus old guys, 3 jc throwers( including me) and the rest are secondary school. seriously dont want to lose to even one secondary student and the other njc guy. i will feel like crap. the other jc guy is like the champ for b and c division a few years back. ~STRESSSS~ . nvm. just make sure i put all my strength into the javelin first. make sure the top 8 is there be4 i try to do things that i have not practiced enough to try out.. realli, its one of those things where if u do it properly, u throw far. but if u dont, u throw badly.. i even have the butterflies lo. and its like not a major competition .jeez. cant imagine nationals man.

studies been alrite.. maths i been like copying off the answer sheet while trying to understand. it works i guess. not the best way to study though. applied it to physics too. chemistry been doing notes... haven touch any ques except physical chem. econs. hardly any. think i will do badly for gp too. haven realli been reading up on current issues. haiz..

this post is like so negative.. jia luck..

on a lighter note. i now wear contacts. even though i haven realli wore it alot. coz there being no time and stuff. haha. will wear it for the competition though. haha. hope it helps:)

hmm. thats all i guess..

i am so gonna throw as if my life depends 0n it.. hope my arm wont break. haha. kk.

nitez. or mornz. ( its 12.26 am)

50 metre=my target still